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I can't take this, born to break this... stupid girl.
WTF Is Today?
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Jul. 24th, 2006 @ 03:26 pm Late for work
Current Location: my house.. late for work!
How Emo Are You?: INSANE
What?!?! : sublime- waitng for my ruca [bah] [bah]
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ATTENTION LADIES AND GENTLEMEN:

ahhh? omfg! wtf?! ahhhh! argh! mhmp!


that is all...
thank you.
hmph...
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Jul. 22nd, 2006 @ 10:50 pm a lil math to twurk ur mind a tid...
Current Location: my room
How Emo Are You?: mathmatical...
What?!?! : On the outside by Jordan Pruitt
dez + nameless boy + college - apartment + (jobs^2/ lack of scholarships - tution)^broken car + undecided major = stress x 500 + [broken heart]^2


what is a girl to do?
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May. 10th, 2006 @ 05:15 pm WOAH ITS BEEN A WHILE
Current Location: My house.
How Emo Are You?: cheerful
What?!?! : Riding Dirty - Chamillionaire
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OK.. so I realize that I have been neglecting my loverly live journal..

So i decided to make sum updates..

This is Me as of 5-10-06

I am dating a guy named Jonathan Wade Claycamp who happens to prolly be the best guy in the universe.. I am going to Western Illinois University... I am graduating (after bringing up 3 f's)... Im addicted to myspace... Abby and I are best friends again.. Marcus and I no longer speak... Tim bertucci is my stalker... I like the color pink.. my hair is black.. I have grown an inch.. I work at spencers in dubuque.. Nick luedescher is prolly one of my greatest friends.. I miss svec, geoff and andrew INSANLY.. and procrastination is my best friend.

AND BTW.. after the graduation ceremony Im having a little get to gether.. it will be lame.. no drinkin.. but there will be food... so if ud like to come ur more them welcome.. its at my house on franklin streeet (510 franklin street to be exact) the better party will be to follow in june.. ill keep u all posted..

well yea.. I love u guys!! and miss most of u like crazy!
hmph...
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Mar. 14th, 2006 @ 09:30 pm ... thanx..
How Emo Are You?: hated.
What?!?! : Sumertime- Sublime.
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so.. I hear there were some MAD and happening parties to be had this past week..

with people who were in town..

so.. thanx for lettin me get to see the people I miss most in life... thanx for sayin hi.. thanx for droppin by.. thanx FOR CARING..

im soo glad I got to see ALL OF U AGAIN!!



OH AND P.S.

i miss u guys too!!!

Its good to know that college can make u forget people.. I hope it works for me too.. cause Ive got a list..
hmph...
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Mar. 14th, 2006 @ 12:37 pm ahh
How Emo Are You?: annoyed, sick, bitchy!!
What?!?! : Im sprung- Tpain
Its been a long time since I have had something to wirte about in livejournal. But alas since I do.. here I go...

Ok so lately all I have been able to think about is scholarships and college.. I cannot afford college with out scholarship money BUT I dont stand a chance of gettin scholorship money againt the effin SMART people in my class.. I am simply lucky to have been accpeted to the colleges of my choice.. now.. paying for it seems to be a bigger problem..

now before college I must graduate.. and I fear.. no matter how hard I try in Physiology Miss Zinc will not pass me.. she has a HUGE vendetta against me these days beasue of some problems I have been having with my exbest / best friend(not entirally sure what she is anymore)... and I feel like she is holding my grade above my head SHE KNOWS THAT IF I DONT PASS HER CLASS THEN I DONT GRADUATE.. but then again maybe im being silly and shes not really hating on me..

and...

to top off all my worrys.. I HAVE INFLUENZA A... yepp.. I feel like I should be dead..

and another thing...

there are certian individuals playing the devils advicate with me and abby.. they tell me what she "says" and they tell her what I "say"... and the best part of it all is the last thing I said about abby(aside from this) was to her! Im gettin sick of the two faced "friends" that I have.. the ones who call her names to me.. and the ones who call me name to EVERYONE ELSE! I dont know how much longer I can take it.. I dont know how much longer I WANT TO TAKE IT.. all I keep saying to myself is that I graduate in less then 3 months then I wont have to deal with this 2 faced shit anymore.. and then I think about it.. ITS ALWAYS GUNNA FUCKING BE HERE! All i can hope for is that these people will tell me to my face that they hate me.. or they have a problem with me.. too bad I know they never gunna do that shit..

and to all the people who are still taking sides(and I mean mine OR hers) with the recent abby situation.. YOU SHOULD PROLLY BACK OFF.. you dont know the whole story.. you either know just my side or just hers.. you should step back and let me and her deal with it.. LEAVE US TO DEAL ON OUR OWN.. that sound ok?? good becasue before this situation came into play I had prolly at least 3 times as many freinds as I do now.. becasue for some reason (thanks meghan) people think EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT... and if you really knew me and her you know that Im the last person on earth who would have done anything to hurt her..

BUT U KNOW WHAT.. think what u will.. say what u will.. if its that easy for u to belive that Im such a horrible person.. we were never really friends anyway.. huh?
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Feb. 13th, 2006 @ 02:12 pm Didn't Care Enough
How Emo Are You?: crazy
so.. this entry is to accomplish a few things...

first i wanna tell everyone that i love them.. no matter what.. no matter where life takes us.. you have all played a huge role in my life.. think about it.. how would life had been differnt witout one person.. no matter who they are...

secong i wanna appoligize to some ppl... for.. um.. u know.. being me.. being a bitch and being a mean person.. i wish i could take all the pain ive ever casued anyone and shove it into a small box and then burn it...

and lastly i wanna state.. i know i have messed many things up but i hope to fix them.. i want my life to be the way it used to be when things made a litttle sence.. and it was ok for me to cry.. i want it to be ok for me to feel.. i need for it to be ok for me to feel how i want.. and not have to watch my back...

i love you guys.. and if none of this makes sence to you then that makes my job easier.. but if any of it does.. im sorry. and i will fix it.. i will try...
hmph...
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Feb. 13th, 2006 @ 02:03 pm ...perfect.. absolutly perfect..
How Emo Are You?: perfectly unperfect
What?!?! : ... duh?
Heres Where I Stand
Tiffany Taylor

Here in the Dark
I stand before you
This is my chance to show you my heart
This is the start, this is the start.

I have so much to say and I'm hoping
That your Arms are open
Don't turn away, don't you need me?
But you have to hear me.

Here's where I stand,
Here's who I am
Love me, but don't tell me who I have to be
Here's who I am,
I'm what you see.

You said I had to change and I was trying
But my heart was lying
I'm not a child any longer
I am stroooongerrrr

Here's where I stand,
Here's who I am
Help me, to move on but please don't tell me how
I'm on my way, I'm moving out


In this life we've come so far
but we're only who we are (who we are)
Courage of love (Courage of Love)
will show us the way (Show us the way)
Unlock the power
To stand up and say


Herreeeee's where I stand
Here's who I am
I'll be counting, counting on you
If you're with me, we'll make it through

Here's where I stand,
Here's who I am
Love me, Love me, Love me, and we'll make it through

Here's where I stand,
Baby, Baby, Baby, I'm counting on you

Here's where I stand
Love me, Love me, Love me, and we'll make it through

I'm counting, Oooh,
I'm counting,
I'm counting, I'm counting onn....
You


(Here's where I stand,
Here's who I am
I'm counting on you)
hmph...
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Feb. 10th, 2006 @ 02:16 pm good feeling gone...
How Emo Are You?: crushed
im sliding agian.. big suprise...
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Feb. 9th, 2006 @ 10:14 am Long time gone..
How Emo Are You?: life.. as it is..
What?!?! : so sick by ne-yo
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'lo everyone...

have you ever felt like.. for the first time in your life you are actually living.. day by day.. and up until that point you kinda slid by life and only felt pain... like all of the sudden you feel the warmth and happiness that life has.. like its ok to smile..

its like you feel like you actaully only remember hurting cause hurting is easier then healing..


im finally living.. and its going by so quickly...


yours forever,
Desiree
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Dec. 19th, 2005 @ 02:55 pm Didn't Care Enough
How Emo Are You?: calm
What?!?! : straylight run - your name here
Hay everyone.. just to let all u peeps know...

I WAS XCEPTED TO BRADLEY...

i have chosen to go to western tho...


my choice may be dumb but at least its mine...

bye
hmph...
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Oct. 3rd, 2005 @ 04:51 pm Didn't Care Enough

ColorQuiz.com I took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!

"Considers the existing circumstances disagreeable ..."


Click here to read the rest of the results.


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Oct. 3rd, 2005 @ 04:34 pm EMO-NESS
How Emo Are You?: silly emo
What?!?! : Ten thousand fists- disturbed
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Its been so long since i have set down to uupdate this thing.. I have been a busy beaver!

I have alot of my mind lately- like college and other shit...
Shuitto says that i have NO CHANCE at bradley or anyother decent college because of my not-so-perfect english grade last year...Ho-Humm..I dont know what to do anymore... what am i going to do... HIGHLAND WILL LAUGH AT ME WITH THAT FUCKING ENGLISH GRADE... i wont get in to any college.. i will be stuck in this fucking town! What am i going to do when all the people n my grade go off to college and im here.. jobless and DUMB....?
*SOOO MUCH ON MY MIND*

And another problem i am faced with once again...
lonliness...

Hmph...
this time its a little bigger...
yes, i am boyfriendless but i will soon be best friendless too... dont get me wrong I AM SOOOO HAPPY for kyle and abs, really happy for them... they are the cuttest couple on earth and i always hoped for the best with the two of them... but i can tell that it wont be much of a task for them forget my existance since they have eachother... i can see it already. Hmph.. i hate to admit it but i must be jealous... But I AM HAPPY for them. I dont know what to do.. O well welcome to my life AGAIN... this happened to me before... but i had other people then... now... its just me belger and cody(when hes not busy with his other friends)


i know i know SHUT UP STUPID WHINNEY EMO GURL! i know!

Owell maybe i am over reacting. AGAIN.

Hmph... i need to talk to abby she will tell me i am being silly... she will say "dont cry little emo gurl" and i will laugh and ask myself how i ever thought shed stop being my friend... hmph i sound so childish but it seems that everything around me is falling apart!

I love you guys and miss you all!

I hope that my whinney bitchyness isnt annoying but in a way refreshing ... u know.. cause thats who i am...


IM SORRY...
hmph...
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Aug. 22nd, 2005 @ 05:51 pm Didn't Care Enough
How Emo Are You?: sad
What?!?! : G4
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( Its hard to put into words... This is for Geoff, Josh, Andrew, Sara, Rachel and Beth! )
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Aug. 1st, 2005 @ 09:55 pm Didn't Care Enough
How Emo Are You?: drunk
What?!?! : Geoff talking...
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The Rules for the college goers....




1) You cant leave without saying goodbye...
2) You must leave a number/address/email to get ahold of you....
3) You must expect me to visit OFTEN...
4) You must never forget....



ME!


and last but not least...

5) Please dont for get I love you guys!!!






OHHH and by the way.....


I have a boy toy these days...
Shane...
Hmph...
The End
hmph...
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Jul. 13th, 2005 @ 11:00 pm Didn't Care Enough
What?!?! : smash

Your Summer Anthem is Best Of You by the Foo Fighters

I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

While you may seem bright on the outside, your insides have a distinct angst flavor.




The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.









i tink that *someone* needs to read the last one... BITCH!
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Jul. 13th, 2005 @ 10:56 pm Didn't Care Enough

Desiree Dawn Watson's Aliases



Your movie star name: Ice Creme Ed

Your fashion designer name is Desiree Vatican

Your socialite name is Celery Shatville

Your fly girl / guy name is D Wat

Your detective name is Llama Galena

Your barfly name is Pudding Budweiser

Your soap opera name is Dawn Lazy Lane

Your rock star name is Taffy Mouse

Your star wars name is Desfoo Watjos

Your punk rock band name is The Depressed Dimes


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Jul. 13th, 2005 @ 09:19 pm Didn't Care Enough
What?!?! : GORILLAZ- feel good inc
( STOLEN PROPERTY )
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Jul. 11th, 2005 @ 10:39 pm Didn't Care Enough
How Emo Are You?: crazy
What?!?! : SUPER SMASH BABY!
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH



BITCHES!!!!!!




:)
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Jul. 10th, 2005 @ 12:57 am Didn't Care Enough
How Emo Are You?: crazy crazy
wow.. life gets confusing.. people (ones i would have never imagined to) have noticed me.. life is.. GAWD.


p.s. whats it mean when a guy tells you he likes you but doesnt want anything serious cause its summer!?!?
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Jul. 4th, 2005 @ 06:52 pm Didn't Care Enough
How Emo Are You?: what it is!
What?!?! : my letter- flaw
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( I know that noone really cares what Ive been up to but... )
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Jun. 27th, 2005 @ 04:07 pm 20 People thing
How Emo Are You?: CRAZY BITCH!
What?!?! : pimp my ride
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( My 20 people thingy )
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Jun. 21st, 2005 @ 07:44 pm im confused
How Emo Are You?: curious
Do you think you can read my mind? - From Go-Quiz.com
About this Friend....Guess who?
cool hair fun to hang wit
LOVE HER!!
gawd.... he makes me mad...sometimes
cutie... I miss him alot
a non bitchy cheerleader... ow much better can you be?
I love cody sooooo mcuh
? agian? Kyle? I LOVE HIM
shannon... shes very ccol
i wuvers my geoff
dont know her well
MITCH IS A BITCH
lauren is fun to be around
mikes great...
I LOVE SVEC!!!!
Dont really know her anymore
LJ Username:
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Jun. 21st, 2005 @ 04:20 pm Didn't Care Enough
How Emo Are You?: contemplative
What?!?! : just a little bit- 50 cent
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I.
HATE.
STUPID.
PEOPLE.



Conversation:

me: how can i help you sir?
man: um i want a double cheeseburger with cheese.

me *thinking*: well i was just about to ask you if u wanted cheese on ur CHEESE burger but since you made that clear enough when you ordered the damn thing I tought it not nessesary!!!!



FUKIN PEOPLE!
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Jun. 20th, 2005 @ 09:09 pm Didn't Care Enough
How Emo Are You?: i hope hes not related to me!!
What?!?! : All the worst- Flaw
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OK SO....



What would my cousins husband's cousin be to me????




(me cousins wit lindsey married to tony cousin of Joey) <----- ??? whats joe to me???
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Jun. 17th, 2005 @ 11:44 pm Didn't Care Enough
How Emo Are You?: crappy
What?!?! : Doctor talkin... thats like music right? DOUBTS.. lol
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FUK! I JUST DELETED THE WHOLE FUKING SURVEY!!! that makes me sooo mad! GAWD!
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